Saturday, November 1, 2008

???????? i DoN'T kNoW wHy?????????

Hindi ko alam kung paano

bakit?, saan? ito nangyari

basta nangyari na lang siya.....?


Hindi ko alm kung tama ba ito?..

o

Mali?....









Hindi ko alm kung dala lamang ito ng

emosyon ko

o

kung ano lng....


Hindi ko alam kung tinadhana b ito?..

o

itinatadhana ko lamang para sakin?....


Hindi ko alm kung tunay nga b itong nararamdaman ko par sayo

o

mali?.....


Hindi ko alm kung tatagal ba ito

o

pansamantala lamang?....


Hindi ko alm kung siryoso b ako

o

Hindi para sayo?....


Hindi ko alm kung tanga

nga ba ako

o

Nagpapakatanga ako ng dahil sayo?.....


Hindi ko alm kung bakit ako nagkakaganito sayo?.....


Hindi ko alam ang tunay nga sinisigaw ng puso't isip ko?....


Hindi ko alm kung anong kabaliwan nga ba ito?.....


Hindi ko alm ang tunay na kahulugan nito?....


Hindi ko alm kung hanggang saan ang kakahantungan nito?.....


Hindi ko alm kung Masaya ba ako

o

Hindi sa nararamdaman ko?....


Hindi ko alm ang nais nitong ipahiwatig?....


Hindi ko alm kung bakit ikaw pa?....


Hindi ko mawari at bkit ako nalilito?.....


Hindi ko alm kung ano ang gagawin ko pag nawala ka sa piling ko?....l


hindi ko alm kung handa ba ako sa maganda at di mabuting mangyayayri sa piling MO?....


basta ang alam ko umiiba abg AWRA KO sa tuwing maaalala ko ang mga oras na MAGKASAMA tayo....?





2007-10



****my stupidity****


"i am stupid!!"

it was long ago

when i realized that I LOVE YOU!!!

Yes!... I want you to know and let my feelings show.

but this bad feeling, really controlling me

i'm pretending to be strong

trying to believe that nothing is wrong :'C

I tried to look happy so, you wouldn't know

deep inside i'm dying & trying not to show

the love & affection that i feel for you

goSh...! i hate my STUPIDITY.....!!!

i can't accept the big FACT

the FACT that WE CAN NEVER BE...

now i know its time to move on...

but, i'm not really sure if life can go on..

my HEaRt cries :'C

it wants to shout!

no matter i try i can't let it OuT!!!!

without you ... ....

forever is what about???..

it's really you ... ....

i can't live without!

it's not easy but,

i have to move on ...... ... .... :"(

-12'08'07-

4837

^^^^ I FORGET YOU? ^^^^


i forget his eyes

that twinkles to my emo....

i forget his smiles

that catches myheart...

i forget the words

he whisper to my ear...

Remember actions speaks louder than words

i forget that he pledge unto me

Coz' promise are made to be broken....

i forget all the memories

we've been together

the laughter,

and tears we've shared

i forget these things that he have done to me....

THE WAY TO FORGET HIM

....... . ... ....

-RM 107 "2006''-